yessssss!!! Jhya invited me to go watch nathan and him play! i cant decide if i wanna go or not. he was very helpful the other day, i told him everything and how i feel. the cutting, the bulling, my thoughts on suicide, my online BF, my fears and a lot more... he actually understood... thought he'd think me as insane, but no. i need to return the favor sometime... OH I KNOW! i saw these cool drum sticks at typo the other day, but they were actually pencils. hes always drumming in class, at least if i give him pens that look like drumsticks, hell feel like hes using somewhat real ones! yaaaaay!