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I've kinda given up drawing from a bit... Shit's going on... Ya know? First, I feel like a stranger to one of my closest friends... Whenever I try talk to her, she treats me as a normal "fan" in my vision. Second, people don't seem to appreciate the amount of effort I put into my art and music... Look, I try REALLY hard to draw. It takes me 2 hours to come up with a sketch and I've been getting continues art blocks... On deviantART I'm just an artist. One of those artists that won't be noticed, and pretty much ALL her watchers are just friends. I was called fat and a bitch again today, so I'm gonna eat less... Even though I eat healthy shit and a reasonable amount of food... I've always had trouble loosing weight... Anyway, I've realised my art is getting worse, and it makes me upset. Dudes, I can't even play guitar... I sound SO shit. So, I'm one of those talentless bitches who lock 'emselves in a dark room, crying for hours. Guys, I'm not perfect. No one really is... But... I can't help but think I'm a mistake. It just... Seems right. I've given up a bit on drawing. I won't be submitting much from now on... I think. Only one devianation a week maybe a month...
But I dunno, I just don't get appreciated on here...

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:iconjonhankercheif:
JonHankercheif Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Exercise is the greatest way to lose weight. I like your art it looks really nice and you are not a mistake you are awesome I am more of a mistake than you are which you are nowhere near a mistake I appritiate you a ton you are one of the people that don't make me so sad in life:) (Smile) 
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Professional Writer
You're not a mistake ether. :hug:
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Professional Writer
Losing weight is never easy. People always use fat as insult. And we actually do notice your art and we love it. You say you haven't made much improvement, yet you made a status talking about tour improvement. If you say your drawing is 'shit'(which it really isn't so please stop talking crap about it) then what are you going to? Just give up or see what YOU don't like about it and improve it!? Are you going to let other peoples words cloud your judgement forever?
A bitch is a female dog. You're a human being.
LOADS of people, even those who are skinny or not overweight gets called fat by people. Don't eat less. Eat the same amount you always do. Everything we do won't be GOOD at first!.But that's why instead of giving up, people get lessons or keep on improving so they can start to like it themselves! You work really hard? Well maybe those people don't deserve your hard work. And about the friend thing...
Friends even best friends or close friends drift apart after time. Not all, but some.
You are never alone with what you go through. Stop calling yourself a mistake for these problems that are normal for others(like me. Just saying). If you're a mistake, guess what? Correct yourself. Screw what others think about you if it's mean and just carry on. I'm sorry if this was rude in any way.
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LittleMissilyn Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nuu dont go >^<
Look, if your friend aint treating you nicely then she can get lost. Go get yourself a great friend that appreciates you for being amazing!

And of course you put effort into your art, everyone does. But this site doesn't have the greatest people on it, and I have found, that it don't matter how much time and effort you put in, people won't see that. Its tough trying to make it on deviantArt, but if you are passionate about what you do and you really, and I mean really, let it shine through people will see it, and appreciate it :D like me!

Who called you a fat bitch? I am gonna stick a fucking cactus up their ass, whoever said that >:C  And do not eat less! I had a friend who thought they were fat, went on a diet, and then soon regretted it because she was getting terribly sick and vomiting everywhere. Trust me, from the photos that you have posted of yourself, you have a very good weight! You look amazing! I mean you got great curves! :D I wish I was more like you! And if you are eating healthy and normally, good for you! You will not get fat. And again, I know you dont have to loose weight! Exercise of course daily is always great, but dont get your head stuck in it.

And bruh. Do you know how much you have improved???? You are getting so good so fast!! It took me, like, 1 year and a bit to improve while you have taken less than a year! And with the guitar, I haven't heard you really play, but I would really love to ^^

And look, YOU ARE NOT TALENTLESS!! You might have some rough days, sure, everyone does but I assure you you are NOT talentless. You are a lot better than a lot of people, and you should be able to see that! Just look at some of the profiles on this site! about 89.9999999% of the "art" on here is horse shit! ((BTW you are not in that percentage)).

Hoff, I needed to let that out ^^; Sorry about the long ass text. But yeah, I mean everything I say, and I say everything I mean ^^
((If you want, we can talk more over notes/skype))
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Professional Writer
FreakingTHANK YOU! My gosh this is the truth right here!
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LittleMissilyn Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Haha 😂😂 yeah!
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AaronKasarion Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Dont say that. Many have suffered the same thing as you. But they still continued on. You have to learn that you can still accomplish even the most impossible difficulties if you try hard enough. I know you can do it :)
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AaronKasarion Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I appreciate your art :( i really do.
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