I miss him... I haven't spoken much to Bae because of friend issues... I'm sorry for him... They're really bringing me down (don't worry it's none of you) it's Adam, Jensen and Connor... It's just so shit and I can't take it anymore... Adam finnaly opened up to me about how much he hates himself and his friends... He said something like "this school is fucking trash... Jensen used to be my friend. But now he just accuses me of being a fucking rapist... I mean, Kyle was alright last year but now he's gotten me into the habit of being so rude to him..." He said more, but it's too personal and he'd kill me if I told you guys. So... Then there's Jensen... Who as a joke, is calling me a racist and teasing me about Connor because he thinks we're dating... Then there is Connor... Who has just been calling me mean shit all week... "You drag me down, I was warned to stay away from you; you're a bad friend; I can't talk to you, you're making me hate myself, I hate you; our friendship will never last; you're to depressing; you're fucking mean; you're a bitch and I could just go on forever... But I'm sick of it... I've already cut meself over the shit Connor said to me... I wanted to fucking die... I'm so stressed...
I can't do this anymore, I really can't... This is the only place I get to tell about how I really feel without my parents pulling me up on it...


I'm sorry puppy I haven't been talking... I miss you. I'm just going through a lot right now... I love you