what i did tonight:

3:00 - gets picked up by dad
4:30 - arrives home and begins to clean 
5:00 - helps emily with homework
5:40 - eating dinner 
6:00 - dishes 
6:15 - has a break down 
6:50 - realizes it's not the end of the world
7:00 - reads a little bit of the fault in our stars
7:30 - practicing vocals 
8:00 - laundry 
9:00 - feeding the pets
9:30 - applying creme i got for my bruises.

i am really annoyed with how much i do for the family, but they don't appreciate it. Like, i do so much around the house. 

And these lockers at school are placed in the most stupidest area. And these idiots run through the crowds to get the their lockers and hip and shoulder me (they're right besides me)

then there's kyle... who's just impatient. 

but everything is better. I feel better after my breakdown. sometimes it actually helps to calm me down and makes me tired so I'm not too emotional