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Sometimes I wish I wasn't here. But I hold on. I keep bottling up emotions... then when I let them out I always hurt someone. I have no friends in life at the moment. I know my depression, selfishness, anxiety and loneliness have made me grow distant. I wish I had just one friend. Just one real life friend. Instead I'm always on my own making myself feel like shit. I wish I'd just disappear sometimes... yes, I guess I'm a little depressed right now. It's hard not to be. My friends are just, I feel like they're not real. I don't have a proper friend. Not one. Not one I can actually face to face talk with. I think I might just start being alone again... then at least I can't hurt anyone. I'm sorry for my vent, but this helped. Crying for an hour didn't. I'm sorry... I'm sorry dad... mum... Emily... I wish I could feel better and just be a better daughter/sister. I don't think it will happen...

I'm sick of feeling shit on and off. I want a place I feel like I belong. I have no where though. I want friends and someone to talk to... in person. I miss it. I hate these stupid mental illnesses I have. I just want to be fucking perfect for everyone. I'm sorry I'm not.

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:iconjonhankercheif:
JonHankercheif Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel the same way as you do sometimes
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah... I 'm glad someone understands.
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:iconjonhankercheif:
JonHankercheif Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah
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